Another Insomnia Attack!

It's 5:43am - the morning of March 30th now. I couldnt sleep!

I went to bed at around 3:30am, cos I felt really tired, then when I am all curled up in the blanket, I start to feel  my head pounding again.

''..Deng deng deng..''


Make me feel so restless, and the more restless I got, the more pain I can feel.

I have been having migraine since I was 9. I remember the first panadol I took was a really awful experience. I puked it out cos it was too bitter for me. Fast forward 13 years later, I cant go anywhere without Panadol anywhere nearby. I just popped another tablet few minutes ago, and now my head felt much better. The dosage is 650mg. Higher than the normal 500mg that I always took. I'm gonna start loving Uphamol. :X


I went to Dr Ong with my Hamster last Saturday. Hamster was there for his weekly acupuncture (for his slipped-disk). He begged me to consult Dr Ong. So, ok, I went, he asked me few questions, and then pressed all the right muscles that always hurt prior to the migraine attack. He suggested I do acupunture, to relax my muscle cos he said it is much more tense/harder than a normal, relaxed muscle. :S
I know this might sound a little not me, but I kinda got scared of needle! (After the last piercing on my tongue that almost made me fainted!)

I'll consider it. Cos I know it's not good to finish up a whole pack of 16s Panadol in 3-4 weeks. :S


And now, I'm planning a surprise for my Hamster. Gotta make up to the birthday & valentine's pressie.. He's such a sweetie. My SMET. ;)

FAKE Facebook

WHEN YOU LOG OUT OF FACEBOOK HAVE YOU HAPPEN TO SEE THIS?

Please ''click'' on this part of it:

it's at the top left corner on your laptop/ desktop screen

So that you will get THIS:

Please be aware that there IS a FAKE Facebook website out there.

When you see the Facebook webpage with the phone on it, it's the FAKE one.

THE ORIGINAL ONE IS THE ONE WITH THE HUMAN ICON.

6:36am - 25th of March 2010

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Week 4 - DESIGN = No TIME!

It's already Week 4 of my semester.

Work pilling up.

I can feel the Stress approaching.


I have no idea why am I kinda disheartened with my Design work this semester. Maybe it;s due to the new lecturers, who are ver less aggressive when it comes to giving remarks & critisizing...

Last week I did 2 models

This week suppose to have another 2, but I have yet to make 1.

Next week another 2.

By the time week 6-7 arrives, I'm suppose to be submitting the final for all 6 already.

SIX SPACE SET - Project 1...

As for PROJECT 2 - ROOM WITH A VIEW, we are gonna be having our site visit to ........ KUCHING!
Yeah, my hometown. I havent been back since Feb '09. Its about time.

Ok, I'm blogging now just to get my mind clear.

Will write again soon. Back to design now. Chiao!

My Own Gadgets *yay!*

I got my desktop last 29th February. Like, finally, after almost 2 years waiting for my parents to give me a green light. All these while I'm using my NEC latop that my dad gave when I was 16! (thats a 6 year-old laptop now).

Elite 334 Cooler Master CPU Casing

21.5 Inch Samsung LCD Monitor

AVF Headphone with Mic

The liver, heart, kidney & brain of my computer.

The cooler

LG Internal Siper Multi DVD Rewrter

ASUS P5P43TD Motherboard

The LCD Monitor box underneath my bed. ;)

I love gadgets. but yet, I have very little knowledge on what's hot and what's not.

Last year, I asked for a digital camera from my parents. My friend who happened to go to Low Yat Plaza (dubbed the biggest Tech mall in Malaysia) told me there's a promotion going on by Sony. My parents came down to KL the week after, and my mum got me this:

SONY Cyber-shot DSC-S950 // 10.1 MP // 4x Zoom // Steadyshot // 2.7'' LCD Screen

It costed about RM700. It came with a black carrying case,

Lithioum Ion 'K' type battery, 2GB MMC

& a Memory Stick Adaper. Also the charger.

Nothing fancy. Although I am actually eyeing the Nikon D-SLR,

but I think I will have to wait much longer to get that.

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Hamster, straight from work, helping me to pack my CPU in the box

 Last weekend, I had to bring my CPU back to Digital Mall cos somehting was wrong with it. The technician found a faulty with the motherboard so they installed a new upgraded motherboard for my PC. I only have to add another RM20 for the upgrade.

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While waiting for my PC to get fixed, Hamster & I went to One Utama.

We had our monthly usual, SUBWAY.

I had Meatball Marinara (slurps!)

And Hamster had Spicy Italian.

I made eating SUBWAY gross cos the meatballs started to put pressure on the sandwhich, and the meatball fell off the sandwhich & olives, lettuce & sauces decided to go along meatballs. Haha..

We then head to the bookfair, held by MPH. Hamster is a CIMB Credit Card holder so he get to get 20% off the total amount. He bought a book on financial thingy & a Malaysian humour book titled 'Wat Yu Talking'. I got a book by my favourite author, Cecelia Ahern, ''Book of Tomorrow''. I was searching high and low for it, disappointed when I finally found stack of book by Ahern, I couldn't find this particular title. The rest that were on the rack, all I've bought before. So I just wandered around looking at other book whilst waiting for Hamster to get his books. And then I saw this purple cover book underneath children's coloring book. I lifted it up, and as so happy I got the one I wanted! The best thing, it's still wrapped in a plastic. So it's still crispy new.

Happy with our purchases, we head back to Digital Mall to pick up my CPU. Then head off to Sunway's Sports Arena cos Hamster plays futsal every weekend. After that we quickly head to Asia Cafe to watch the final minute of *Manchester United VS Liverpool* It was the last 10+ minutes. raining heavily, we stand under the rain with umbrella. And happy when the score is 2-1, Manchester Won the match, by the time the final whistle was blown. *high-fived Hamster*

**Had our dinner/supper after that,then Hamster sent me back.

Pity him, it was almost 3am when he reached his house. SORRY :S **

At 2:30am, making sure my PC is alright.

Insomniac

The past 2 weeks, I have been awake, when everyone are asleep, and asleep, when evryone are up and about.

This was due to the semester starting, and I have to do some brain storming for my Design works. So I stayed up the whole night, gettign inspiration and ideas...

Movies and dramas I've watched while doing work to keep me awake?

Drama Series

GILMORE GIRLS : SEASON 3

It's been quite a long time since I watched The Gilmore Girls. One of my favourite weekly

dramas

(desperate_housewive..ugly_betty..etc)

&

 reality series;

<keeping up with the kardashian>etc)

Movies

These movies, Its been out in the cinema/ public viewing for quite some time now, but I only manage to find time (and interest) to watch them only now.

AWAKE : It's about a young man, an heir to his father's fortune, who seems to have the most wonderful life, except that his relationship with his mum and his health. He have a weak heart and was listed under those opting for a heart transplant. He have a girlfriend, whom he proposed and got married to shortly before his operation. See the thing is, he got the money, the connection, so he was moved to the top of the list to get the heart transplant. Little did he know that his newly wedded wife, and the doctor operating him ,are plotting a murder against him. Luckily (not so actually) he was wrongly aestheticised (if that word is right) andhe was awake the whole time of the operation. His mum sacrificed herself so that her heart can be given to her son.

(That is how my point of view of how the movie is, to get reassurance, please, help yourself to Google the review by movie experts.)

BLIND DATING: This movie is about the main character, who is literally blind, since young due to being borned prematurely. And so with the help of his (not so trusted) older brother, he went on blind dates. Eventually, he signed up his name for a trial operation where the doctors are doing research on helping the blinds to see again. The operation went well untill he experienced bright light and pain in his brain. During the clinical testing before the operation, he met the nurse working int he doctor's office, he fell fo rcharm and she was an Indian girl, whom were engaged -to-be-married in the typical Indiann tradition of arranged marriage. They ended up beign together.

(p/s: my movie review suck to the max cos i always end up wanting to tell the whole story in detail)

MARLEY & ME: Ok, so this movie, it's about two young couple, newly married, who wants to have kids, then decided to get a pet dog, to see if they can handle the stress of taking care of a living creature. They adopted this puppy, who seems really passive at first, but loves to bark bark bite bite and run run at anything/ anywhere! Marley is his name, given when they heard the song by Bob Marley ont he radio. Its quite a sad ending, I have to admit, I got teary. I got thankful I never have any pet, besides fishes (thats also cos I'm afriad to most animals.)

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2: OK, as everyone know, this is the sequel to the 1st Night at the Museum. I kinda liek this one better, because there are more adventure to it, even from the start. Especially when the main character (Ben Stiller) rushed against time to get all the things done befor ethe sun rise. U have to watch it!

THE PROPOSAL: This is by far the most favourite amongst all the movies I've watched the past 2 weeks. I started laughing by myself at the part where Sandra Bullock was forced to dance to the forest spirit by the grandma-in-law. Instead of chanting according to the forest's aura, she end up shakin' her booty and rapping to Ludachris' song! It was hilarious! ITS A MUST WATCH! And I think I'm gonna get the DVD

(I borrowed this from my classmate)

21: This movie, I LOVE IT. why? cos i also happens to love playin' 21 aka BlackJack. Its the first step I took into the gamblers' world (not that I gamble professionally). its about a group o fmaths pro who manage to figure out the tricks and trades behind the dealers' in the casino in Las Vegas. So one of them are a super maths genius, whom do master-level maths equation like he eats penut butter and jelly sandwhich. Teh story were kinda twisted, I had to rewind it few times to make sure i get what was happening. But it was a relaly interesting movie. Its all about betrayal, trust and being loyal. And a little twist of lies and cheats.

*MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH*

DEAR JOHN

 Originally wrote by the late Nicholas Sparks, it's a tragic story of love & betrayal.

I've read the book ,about a year ago, i didtn know they will do a movie version of it.

I wanna watch, to seeif the movie, will touch my heart, as hw the book did.

(I have a few books by Nichola Sparks, one of my favourite author)

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LOVELY BONES

I'm not sure how Lovely Bones is going to be. I happened to watched the preview one day while waiting fo rmy turn at the bank. Yes, at the bank. And I think I fell in love with the movie right away. Cant wait fo it to be shown in Malaysia.

St Patrick's Weekend!!!

  

This week, I cant wait for the weekend as it's St Patrick's celebration in Ireland. I know I know I'm in Malaysia, but hey, who doesnt celebrate anything that involves dancing around and non-stop boozing hay?!

I dont know much 'bout the reason why they started to celebrate St Patrick's Day, so I went to

http://www.st-patricks-day.com/

and.... found all these info!!!

there's this folk song taht kept playing. Now I cant get it out of my head..

It goes something like

''aey ay aey ay aey..''

TO ARTHUR!!!!!!

This is THE guiness stout. THE drink for the whoooolleee celebration.

This is like THE most trational Irish brew of all time.

This drink, is THE drink to be drank during this whole St Patrick's celebration.

THE brew is THE most sought after brew amongst my circle of social life now.

HAPPY ST PATRICK'S DAY!!!

(although the official day was 17th of March 2010)

LOVE PRACTICES: For All Cultures! (in M'sia)

CULTURE CROSSING,

BOUNDARY BREAKING

What happens when two people from different races/religion falls in love?

Sharizal - of Malay & Chinese parentage - Muslim

Avril - pure Bidayuh (Land Dayak) - Christian

Ever wondered how, with all the different cultures in Malaysia, two people from different races falls in love?

They (Malaysians) have this common myths on how the tree main races in Malaysia dates:

xoxoxoxoxoxox

MALAYS;

Common myth: Lots of sitting together as a couple by some lake or park.

What do they call it?

"Berpacar"

CHINESE;
Common myth: Poor boy must make money to earn approval of girl's parents

What do they call it?

"Pak Toh"

INDIAN;
Common myth: Lots of  dancers and trees invloved.
What do they call it?

"Vilieh Poom Ma"

xoxoxoxoxoxox

We have a lot to learn about each other, but we are taking it one step at a time.

Respectful of each other's religion,

and we don't talk opently abbout issues that are sensitive and we dont criticize.

He is my Hamster,
he is my Sayang,
He is my Huny
He is my comforter,
He is my Blanket when I need warmth,
He is my Fire when I am cold,
He is my Chef when I'm hungry,
He is my Doctor when I's unwell,
He is my driver when I need to go from point A to point B,
He is my counsellor when I'm down,
He is my coach who encourage me,
so here I am,
HOPING HARD
&
PRAYING HARD,
LORD WILL LET US BE TOGETHER,
NO MATTER WHAT

On My Own

Happiness is a state of mind (for the most part). You can wake up, decide you're done being miserable about all the bullshit life has to offer, realize that none of it really matters in the end, that none of it is what makes you a good person, that none of it is what life is all about, and just like that, your mood gets elevated just a bit.

I have a quite a bit of experience being a miserable, angry, depressed, "fuck the world" kind of person, I had my reasons, aaaaaand, I'm over it, I've been over it, there's no point to it, it doesn't fix anything, doesn't solve anything, and all it does is make you miserable and no fun to listen to or be around (although people did and do still find some of my rants humorous, and that always makes me happy).

Point of life is to live it, have a good time, don't do anything too stupid, stay healthy, live as long as possible, try to make some form of positive impact in the world and be good to the people around you cause in the end that's all that really matters. Other people matter, living things matter, you matter, all the other crap, just shut it off.

Miserable people who somehow feel they are superior to other people due to being miserable is beyond me. You do not have to be mindless to be happy, you can give a huge ass fuck about life and all that's in it (the good as well as the bad) and still maintain your sanity and there is nothing wrong with getting joy out of trivial insignificant things. If the dumb things that make you happy aren't hurting anyone or anything, then honestly, what's the problem? If anything, they're the more intelligent ones, they're the ones enjoying life while you sit there wallowing in your self-made despair. Ever heard the expression "stop and smell the roses". It is the little things that are good. Perhaps if you realized that you'd start on the path to feeling better. Don't go chasing waterfalls and all that nonsense.

Don't get mad at people because they want to announce their joy to the world, or belittle them. Being a depressed fuck doesn't mean you are "deeper" than others, or somehow more intelligent, or superior or whatever, it just means you are a depressed fuck. A depressed self absorbed fuck, cause if you weren't self absorbed you'd see that there are millions of people in the world who have it a lot worse than you, who suffer more than you, and yet, a lot of them still make the best of it and still try to do some good in one way or another instead of just lashing out at everyone.

If you want to be miserable, fine. If you somehow want to believe that your life is sooooooo much more horrible that everyone elses, fine. But then don't put those down who don't feel that way. Someone who says "Today is going to be awesome because I get to go to the beach with some people" isn't an idiot, moron, attention whore, someone trying to be oh so cool, etc. More than likely, it is just someone who truly is happy that today they get to go the beach with some people who's company they enjoy. You are not superior to them, you are no one to put their activities, thoughts, or feelings down. It's not their fault you're miserable, so fuck off.

What are you doing for the world? You drink, you smoke, you party, you whore yourself out, you are doing nothing productive for humanity, you act like the average college moron. So does the fact that you bitch about it all afterwards somehow make you less moronic than the person who states "Last night was sooooooooo awesome, I was soooooooo drunk". Drunk is drunk, partying is partying, being useless is being useless. If you think it's so idiotic, then don't do it yourself, I might have more respect for your thoughts then, but until that time occurs, my respect lies with the one who is actually doing something for the enjoyment of it and who then has a good, happy, enjoyable tale to tell afterwards. If the world and everyone in it is really making you soooooo miserable, then how bout you quit your whining and try to do something about it. Shit or get off the pot. If you're really that constipated, then shut the fuck up.

No one likes a hypocrite. You bitch that no one cares about you, bullshit, plenty of people care, but who do you care about? You bitch about people being attention whores, yet you could single handedly co-author the "Attention Whoring for Dummies" series. You claim that no one wants to hear people's trivial thoughts, or about how fabulous their life is, or about what "trivial, boring or mundane" thing they are doing today. Here's a news flash for you. Believe it or not, some people actually ARE interested in what the people they know or give two shits about are doing today or how they are feeling. Some people in this world actually do care about others around them and actually do find some form of happiness in knowing that those around them are feeling good or are having a good day. Just because you don't give a rat's ass about anyone doesn't mean no one else does. It's reading a bunch of angry, depressive, insultive bullshit that is getting old. If less and less people are giving a shit about you each day, it's because of you. You, yourself, your actions, your feelings, your way of interacting. Not because of society, not because of MTV or the Apple store, or that cute purse in the window, or what Brittney Spears wore today, not because of how many beers they drank last night, how many pills they swallowed or any of that nonsense. It is solely because of you.

Wake up, shut up and quit trying to bring everyone else down with you. I'm sorry you're miserable. You shouldn't be sorry for those that aren't. You are in complete control of your thought process. So fix it.

 The End.

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The whole week, I did nothing much. Just go to class, then came back, Facebook-ed for awhile, and take short (1-2hrs) naps. And in front of my computer again.

As much as I miss the holidays, but too much of it is never good. So much I've done over the long 3-month long holidays.

MOVIES:

Hamster & I went for few movies. Not much because most of the time, he is either tired back from work, or other plans turnd up. Few of the movies we manage to catch.

Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief

Ju-On: Black Ghost & White Ghost

We are suckers for horror/gore moviees. Most of the time, he'll ask me to go with him to a DVD shop in SS2 to look for DVDs to watch. We'll be at the shop for a minimum 1 hour, deciding which movie is nice, which is not worth it, etc...

We have many common interest and I'm glad this is one of it. :)  The first movie we watched on our very 1st date was this:

The Unbelievable

Its a reality show where a group of paranormal investigators, based at Hong Kong, went to Thailand to widened their field of paranormal searching. As we all know, Thailand is like th hub of South East Asia's paranormal activities. it was such a great movie, but I wish to not have my heart thumping in my throat again. I almost jumped out of my own skin. That was a great movie.

DVDs that we bought, just too many to mention. :)

THINGS:

Hamster is so nice.So so nice. :)

He bought me few things,some I want but I cant afford, and some, as a surprise gift. Thank you so very much.

(p/s: no pictures cos you can see me wearing/ having them around me)

PLACES:

Hamster & I had been to these places to eat & chill

LOOKOUT POINT, AMPANG

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more to add but let me find the right pictures first. My phots are all jumbled up in a pile of folders, i gotta sort them out. Will add/edit this soon!

Semester 1/2010

Today is 1st of March. I'm not suppose to have class today. I woke up at around 11.30am. Then not long after that, my friend told me the Arch Options class that I took, Archi Digital Visualisation class, will be at 2pm. Thank goodness I woke up a lil earlier so I didnt feel that groggy. BUT I WASNT READY FOR CLASS YET! Quickly had a shower then head out at 1.03pm. My housemate said the bus will be here around 1.05pm. So I waited. And waited. And waited. Crap. Not only it was hot. The bus was nowhere to be seen. I just took the cab. Had some time left before class to have lunch. I had Fish & Chips, cos my throat is still sore. Went to class. And then the class ended 30 mins later. Crap. What a waste of RM7 cab fee.

I'm suppose to be unpack my things and arrange them. But since my day plan have been altered, let me just do it when I feel like it. :X

**Missing Hamster - He's got flu & cough. :( **

I Moved. OFFICIALLY

Ahhh!!!! Tonight is the first night after sooo many nights (3months) of staying away from Hamster.. :(

He help me buy my desktop today, then sent me to Cyberia.. :'(  I almost cried when I hugged him before he went off. It was laready late, around 1.30am when he left..

Helped to install my desktop.

I was in the shower when he called to say that he reached his house..

Although we are only 45 minutes (without traffic congestion) away, I still felt like he is so far. :(

I  AM MISSING HIM

already

although

its

only

been

2hours